[It bugs him, but not just because these are precious memories. It's also because he's wondering if perhaps he's better off without them. He's sure that having been reunited with Martel again must've been wonderful, but it also meant he lost her again. The fact that she isn't in Luceti now is proof that.
He still remembers how he felt after Dhaos was sent home, though now he knows why that departure hit him as hard as it did. It hadn't been just about Dhaos. If the departure of someone not quite related to Martel had been so painful, imagine how it must've felt the times when it was really her.]
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[It bugs him, but not just because these are precious memories. It's also because he's wondering if perhaps he's better off without them. He's sure that having been reunited with Martel again must've been wonderful, but it also meant he lost her again. The fact that she isn't in Luceti now is proof that.
He still remembers how he felt after Dhaos was sent home, though now he knows why that departure hit him as hard as it did. It hadn't been just about Dhaos. If the departure of someone not quite related to Martel had been so painful, imagine how it must've felt the times when it was really her.]